FEW UNDERSTAND!!!
Even close friends will say,
Why don’t you will it away…
Don’t feel bad
Think of all you have,
Don’t let depression hold sway!
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The few who do understand
Know my life’s demands…
And struggle with diet
And how I’m too quiet,
Needing more caretaker friends.
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Health professionals think counseling
For me would be freeing…
Becoming less tense
Would be immense,
Helping even my breathing!
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For me, blood sugar level,
Becomes its own sort of devil…
Unstable as such
Hurts me much,
With consequences to food revels.
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A friend is right–it’s self-inflicted–
Resulting in behavior well-predicted…
Planning is key
To live uprightly,
Not staying on course gets one ticketed!
–Jonathan Caswell
By the Mighty Mumford 
I do understand Jonathan. Very well. So much of how I feel is probably self inflicted. I can see it, but changing it I really struggle. It is like I am numb. Unable to move.
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I HEAR YOU…EVEN THOUGH I THEORECTICALLY CAN CONTROL MY DIET AND SCHEDULE. ONE PROBLEM AFFECTS THE OTHER…AND OTHERS!
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goodness aging is a drain!!!
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It sure ‘nough can be!!!!! 🙂
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