I do not mock your service,
To which I seemed impervious…
I honor you
For trying to,
Help me find inner purpose.
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Relaxation techniques,
I’ll use as system tweaks…
I trust very few–
Not sure I did you–
I’ve been pushed up too many creeks.
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I’d have trusted better had you,
Revealed your assumptions and view…
Rather than say “no”
That’s not where we’ll go,
And what you’re sharing goes too!
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This apparent secrecy,
I’m sure you’ll contradict me…
About what’s behind
Your drawn blinds,
Did not prove consistency.
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Near the end you seemed fixed,
One goal to which should have clicked…
“Spirit” is not by whim
The Holy One–I follow Him,
Any other “spirit” is suspect.
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It’s obvious when you and Doctor,
Shove it back on me as you think proper…
The Spirit you deny
HAS CHANGED this guy,
I’ve heard this before: it’s my fault, undoctored.
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Unless you take the time,
You’ll never read this rhyme…
I’m not demanding
Your understanding,
You didn’t take the time.
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–J.E.C.
(Not that it matters.)