SOME NIGHTS….! 🙂
It can be hard to understand anxiety disorders if you have never been touched by one. Outsiders think of it as a lack of willpower, but they don’t understand the subconscious nature of it. if someone comes up behind you and screams in your ear, what do you do? You involuntarily jump, yell out an expletive, or maybe you swing your fist in defense. Where was the self control in that situation? You might say that’s not the same thing, because it’s a natural reaction to having someone surprise the shit out of you.
In many situations, at least for me personally, it’s actually just like that. It’s a sudden shock to my nervous system. It just hits me for different reasons and it hits harder and the effects last longer. It’s completely unexpected at first but once something triggers it, even though you expect it the next time, it still…
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