Cats, Bees, and Anxiety



It can be hard to understand anxiety disorders if you have never been touched by one. Outsiders think of it as a lack of willpower, but they don’t understand the subconscious nature of it. if someone comes up behind you and screams in your ear, what do you do? You involuntarily jump, yell out an expletive, or maybe you swing your fist in defense. Where was the self control in that situation? You might say that’s not the same thing, because it’s a natural reaction to having someone surprise the shit out of you.

In many situations, at least for me personally, it’s actually just like that. It’s a sudden shock to my nervous system. It just hits me for different reasons and it hits harder and the effects last longer. It’s completely unexpected at first but once something triggers it, even though you expect it the next time, it still…

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About Jonathan Caswell

Poet, author, servant of God the Heavenly father and the Lord Jesus Christ...working out his salvation with fear and trembling. - Not trusting in his own deeds, but depending totally upon the finished sacrificial work of Jesus Christ to be, by God's reckoning, a new creature, clothed in Christ's righteousness...which mortal humankind can never attain by their own weak efforts, apart from faith in Christ's work on our behalf. - College-educated, yet wise enough to see that what a man does will not be his ultimate identity nor affect how God sees him or her. - Called by God to do a very difficult thing...apart from God's grace, mercy and love the sinner (which we all--by nature--are) but hate the sin, which is only paid through Christ, God's Son, - My own God-given gift is that of being a Poet..showing that in all parts of life...God has a loving part in hard as that is to always understand or perceive...given life's realities! Come join me on my journey of discovery?.

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