BELIEVE IT OR NOT…I’VE BEEN HERE!
On last night’s episode of no sleep:
It’s weird making everyday decisions
When you wanted your everydays to be over
Like what to watch on the television
Or how much to drink so you won’t be hungover
Brush spit, eggs bacon, jeans t-shirt
Make this left, politely smile, wish it didn’t hurt
You see I wasn’t supposed to be here
I had a plan and a timeline and the means
Because death was never my fear
It was having to endure while coming apart at the seems
The first day of spring in an odd numbered year
I spent in a psych ward covered in tears
This isn’t what I dreamt of when I was little
How could I have known, while I was dressing my Barbies
My gowns would be made for hospitals
Not evenings proms or parties.
But here I am, still alive
Despite my efforts the odds…
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