Free Myself


Poetry Of An Aspergian

Oh, they try

They try

They try so hard to break my heart

Tell me weโ€™re friends, then turn me in

Tell me they love me, then leave me breathless

Ballerina steps around my trickling tears

Only ignite the spite in my right hand

Page after page of pent up rage

Rivers will stop and flow a different path

If I held but a finger to their secretive hearts

If only it made me happier, if only it made me


I have the power to free millions with prose

And inspire an untold many more

Yet I canโ€™t save myself

Someone told me Iโ€™ll always be a like a friend

But never a lover

Is it because they donโ€™t love me

Or because I never learned to love


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About Jonathan Caswell

Poet, author, servant of God the Heavenly father and the Lord Jesus Christ...working out his salvation with fear and trembling. - Not trusting in his own deeds, but depending totally upon the finished sacrificial work of Jesus Christ to be, by God's reckoning, a new creature, clothed in Christ's righteousness...which mortal humankind can never attain by their own weak efforts, apart from faith in Christ's work on our behalf. - College-educated, yet wise enough to see that what a man does will not be his ultimate identity nor affect how God sees him or her. - Called by God to do a very difficult thing...apart from God's grace, mercy and love the sinner (which we all--by nature--are) but hate the sin, which is only paid through Christ, God's Son, - My own God-given gift is that of being a Poet..showing that in all parts of life...God has a loving part in hard as that is to always understand or perceive...given life's realities! Come join me on my journey of discovery?.

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