‘More autistic’ after Asperger’s / autism diagnosis / discovery?


the silent wave

The first inkling I had that I might be Aspergian/autistic came from perusing medical journals.  I browsed through their archives, just like I had for the past three years.  It had become a routine and relaxing pastime.

The Evening In March was progressing along…well, comfortably routinely, much like any other.  There had been no visible difference, no yellow light to signal the plot-twist just ahead.

One journal article title does not a suspicion stimulate.  But 10?  30?  More?  They started piling up.  The evidence was cumulative, and so, thus, grew my intuition, that naggingly curious feeling that eventually catches flame and demands to be satisfied.

The online test result told me pretty much all I needed to know.  (Of course, I didn’t stop there, since I have an inflexible desire to be thorough and accurate, which includes a lot of Devil’s Advocate-playing and all that.)

My very first…

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About Jonathan Caswell

Poet, author, servant of God the Heavenly father and the Lord Jesus Christ...working out his salvation with fear and trembling. - Not trusting in his own deeds, but depending totally upon the finished sacrificial work of Jesus Christ to be, by God's reckoning, a new creature, clothed in Christ's righteousness...which mortal humankind can never attain by their own weak efforts, apart from faith in Christ's work on our behalf. - College-educated, yet wise enough to see that what a man does will not be his ultimate identity nor affect how God sees him or her. - Called by God to do a very difficult thing...apart from God's grace, mercy and strength...to love the sinner (which we all--by nature--are) but hate the sin, which is only paid through Christ, God's Son, - My own God-given gift is that of being a Poet..showing that in all parts of life...God has a loving part in it...as hard as that is to always understand or perceive...given life's realities! Come join me on my journey of discovery?.

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