BCAM: October 16th


No Half Measures

Day 17/100

You see after being sick and on heavy treatments every day for over 5 years my body has taken a lot of beating. I feel like I’m 80, and the pic is probably what I would’ve looked like on the outside if my insides would decide.

My immune system is really bad so I get easily sick and infected. My vital organs are weakening and aging. My skin is drying up. Dark spots are showing up everywhere, mostly face, arms and hands.

My bones are getting thinner, joints are worn and fracture more easily. Hip and other bone replacements are super common. My memory sucks and I forget things all the time. I’m completely starved of hormones so in constant menopause, it sucks so bad in general but even more when you’re way too young for it (I’m dedicating a day fact completely to this one so stay…

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About Jonathan Caswell

Poet, author, servant of God the Heavenly father and the Lord Jesus Christ...working out his salvation with fear and trembling. - Not trusting in his own deeds, but depending totally upon the finished sacrificial work of Jesus Christ to be, by God's reckoning, a new creature, clothed in Christ's righteousness...which mortal humankind can never attain by their own weak efforts, apart from faith in Christ's work on our behalf. - College-educated, yet wise enough to see that what a man does will not be his ultimate identity nor affect how God sees him or her. - Called by God to do a very difficult thing...apart from God's grace, mercy and strength...to love the sinner (which we all--by nature--are) but hate the sin, which is only paid through Christ, God's Son, - My own God-given gift is that of being a Poet..showing that in all parts of life...God has a loving part in it...as hard as that is to always understand or perceive...given life's realities! Come join me on my journey of discovery?.

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