Anxiety and Rage

WELL-SAID ! I USED TO HAVE PANIC ATTACKS FOR YEARS!

Stoner on a rollercoaster

“Anxiety is like a beautiful but intense energy, if we channel it positively we can end up with something brilliant, otherwise it starts to destroy everything”, I told a teenage girl who talks to me when she needs someone.

We talk about anxiety a lot. And what was it like when I was her age. And believe me she is dealing with it tons better than I used to.

I wasn’t actually dealing with my anxiety. I didn’t even know why i used to be that way.

Emotions would bottle up and then a drop of feather would set the bomb off.

Everything would turn to rage. 

And when that storm dies you find yourself locked in bathroom crying your eyes out and waiting to die because you feel like a horrible person.

You blame yourself for everything that goes wrong around you.

Wait..

People around you blame you for…

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About Jonathan Caswell

Poet, author, servant of God the Heavenly father and the Lord Jesus Christ...working out his salvation with fear and trembling. - Not trusting in his own deeds, but depending totally upon the finished sacrificial work of Jesus Christ to be, by God's reckoning, a new creature, clothed in Christ's righteousness...which mortal humankind can never attain by their own weak efforts, apart from faith in Christ's work on our behalf. - College-educated, yet wise enough to see that what a man does will not be his ultimate identity nor affect how God sees him or her. - Called by God to do a very difficult thing...apart from God's grace, mercy and strength...to love the sinner (which we all--by nature--are) but hate the sin, which is only paid through Christ, God's Son, - My own God-given gift is that of being a Poet..showing that in all parts of life...God has a loving part in it...as hard as that is to always understand or perceive...given life's realities! Come join me on my journey of discovery?.

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