IT HURTS ALREADY

By his own mouth convicted,

Obsessed and addicted….

She’s in his veins

He of her abstains

Needs time to be redirected/

Probably not in her,

But his feelings are astir….

Has to break free

From this adultery

Cold turkey is not his preferred.

All his work—for what–?

Kindness overblown is not….

enough by itself

One doesn’t own wealth

To ante up for every shot!

A blogger who takes and takes

giving little back my heart breaks……

All her “somedays”

Are lost in haze,

Given a chance she puts on the brakes.

Overwhelming her influence,

Blotting his common sense…..

Promises inferred

Ultimately blurred,

Got tired of being used with no recompense!

He must totally stop

Reblogs and comments dropped…..

Could he return

he’d likely re-burn

With fire unlikely to stop!

Jonathan Caswell

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About Jonathan Caswell

Mr. Caswell has been composing poetry at least since High School. He has been on WORD PRESS for ten years and contributes to two other blogs beside this one. This blog has a Christian emphasis but all bloggers are welcome. Mr. Caswell chooses to---with permission--re[post material of interest

9 thoughts on “IT HURTS ALREADY

  1. J

    Dear Brother: You have seen this coming and been warned. I’m glad you see the truth about your motives. But you seem to blame her for not responding the way you wanted. None of this is put on her: she never ever responded to your constant pleading to agree to the same feelings you have for her. You act like she should make it very clear to you with absolute language that she is not in love with you and never has thought of you more than a fan of her work and as Christian brother. it has never been her responsibility to respond to you more than the clear hints she has provided you all along. You must know now that she plays no part in your “adultery”. Praying you can let this go for your heart and wife’s sake.

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    1. Jonathan Caswell Post author

      WELL—I’M DOING WJHAT I THINK IS RIGHT. YOU AND YOUR COMPATRIOTS—SPEAKING ALMOST WORD-FOR-WORD HAVE INSISTED ON TWISTING WORDS AND PHRASES TO SUIT YOUR OWN DESIRES WITH IMPUNTY. MY COUNSELOR AND I HAD IT OUT BETWEEN WHAT SHE AND YOU THOUGHT MY MOTIVATIONS WERE AND MY OWN,
      AT ANY RATE, I AM DOING WHAT YOU’VE WANTED ALL ALONG. BE HAPPY! YOU’VE GOTTEN WHAT YOU WANTED—NOW LEAVE ME ALONE. EVEN THE ALMIGHTY IS WILLING TO REASON FACE-TO-FACE—ISAIAH 1: 18-19; NUMBERS 12: 7-8 AND JOB 38; 2-3…but you hide behind a worthless Gravatar. Time to go harass someone else. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ I demand you leave me alone!

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