LAY IN HUBBY’S LAP (YOUR HEAD IN) A WHILE—??? ❤ ❤ ❤ MY LAP—IS TAKEN ALREADY!
… it’s a tiring to be a forever patient, handle all that comes with the diagnosis and the treatment, learn about all of the things that I need to know and understand to make good decisions, advocate for myself and others, be a mom and wife and friend. I spend all my spoons every day and get to the end of each day feeling as though I’ve accomplished very little. There’s always still a list of so much that needs to be done in a variety of contexts, all things I WANT to do but just don’t have enough to do. Enough energy, enough brain power, enough emotional bandwidth, enough of ME. I’m just so tired ….